A sad day......

Heaven welcomed a wonderful new Angel into it's gates today.



My dearest friend H lost her mom today after a very sad and hard fight with cancer.

Ouma L, you will be sadly missed.

My heart just breaks.....

It worked....

What ever you and myself did today, all the praying and thoughts and positive vibes paid off!

I got the job!

I'm not 100% certain how I feel right now. Everything from relieved to excited to incredibly nervous to STRESS!! Rolled up into one big ball, ready to roll.

You know what this means hey? Besides the whole financial freedom aspect. I get to interact with real people again, hehe, 97% of the people/clients I've worked with for the last 2 years have all been in the confines of my lap top screen. I actually need to get dressed in the mornings, apply make up - go to work.

No more rush to McK's school still in my PJs and hair unbrushed. I have to be like a normal person and get up early. Yikes, it's going to be a big adjustment.

Then there is my mommy friends and MB friends. Oh goodness me, how I'm going to miss chatting to you ladies all freaking day long. How am I ever going to survive without emoticons?

Also Making Babies. Fear not. I'm not giving MB up, not a chance. It's my passion. I couldn't even think of being without MB. I guess I'm going to run it after hours. I'm still committed to giving my all to the cause of conception. I'll still be here.

How do I even go the whole day without chatting to my sister or nicki??? This is going to be hard.......

Tomorrow is my last day being my own boss.... maybe I should take the day off?

Please Please Please.......

This is it -- the perfect time to make those changes. No matter what they are, or what department of your life you're hoping to fix, it's all good. There. Now get busy and just do it. You can't hope for any better than this.

Today's star sign, and it rings so true. I need all the positive vibes and prayers and what ever else you gorgeous blog readers can do. I'm applying for a position at an old company I used to work for..... I need to get this... I really do.

Of course I loved this part of the reading too:

It's okay to believe this. They may not be wearing a crown, but they're perfect -- for you at least, and that's what counts, right?

I do see that imaginary crown though, and the white horse..... aaaaaahhhhhhhh and yes he is pretty much perfect for me.

I FINALLY FOUND SOMEONE

I FINALLY FOUND SOMEONE (Barbra Streisand & Bryan Adams) Some words adapted by yours truly.... LOL

I finally found someone, that knocks me off my feet
I finally found the one, that makes me feel complete
We started over apple sours, we started out as friends
It's funny how from simple shots, the best things begin

This time it's different, dah dah dah dah
It's all because of you, dah dah dah dah
It's better than it's ever been
'Cause we can talk it through
Oohh, my favorite line was "Can I buy you a drink sometime?"
It's all you had to say to take my breath away

(Chorus)
This is it, oh, I finally found someone
Someone to share my fridge
I finally found the one, to be with twice a week,
'Cause whatever I do, it's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone, ooh, someone
I finally found someone, oooh

But on a more serious note... I just love this song:



And that is all folks, for today. My brain is mush..... till we meet again....

Argh Fluck it.....

You know when you wake up in a seemingly good mood. Ready to face the day with what ever it's going to throw at you. In those moments of opening your eyes, you decide that today nothing will get you down. Today will be a great day.

It can all come crumbling down within a few seconds..........

Just one person's foul mood and slamming of doors and cursing can kind of fluck your day up.

Thanks a lot.

Now all I want to do is really sit in a corner and sob.

I so needed to be in a good place today.

6 Years....

I have been the luckiest person in the entire world, because for the last 6 years I have been the mother of this gorgeous child.....



My dearest McKenna

No words will ever be enough to explain how much mommy loves you. Every day I'm blessed to have you in my life. Every day I learn more patience and more love.

You have been such a brave girl the last few months. Mommy is so proud of how you have handled change. You have adapted so well. But I knew you would, because that is who you are. You are smart and mature, and you will do anything to make sure mommy is smiling.

So thank you my precious little girl for making life so easy.

I'm sorry it's raining though, but as you said in the car to school this morning: "No matter what the weather does mommy, I'm going to have a great day because I'm 6!"

Happy birthday my darling McK.

The cat is out of the bag......

Keeping secrets, especially exciting over the moon happy secrets are hard.... Our company launch, was not a company launch...

Only this lady thought it was a company launch, the rest of us had been playing along....



We went to this awesome place: Ritrovo



To give a certain special lady a gorgeous ring and a promise....



A huge congratulations to my brother and his bride to be :)



Now the fun begins....