Remember me?

Yeah I know I really suck.... But I've just been so busy adjusting to my new "life". It's been a challenge, lots of fun but very tiring at the same time.

Work is good. It's good to be around people again. I'm enjoying the days now even though they seem to fly by. Before I know it I'm heading off home again to go pick my McK up and then get dinner and bathed and into bed. Getting used to traffic is a bitch though. ;-)

B is awesome. I didn't think I could fall any more in love with that man. But every day I do. I miss him a lot during the day. It's been difficult to get used to it. But I'm surviving. We make up for it when we do see each other.

McK is a darling. She has just blossomed the last 2 weeks. Must be something to do with being 6 years old. She is just so loving and attentive. Her and B are hitting it off big time. Makes my heart swell.

Making Babies. I feel so out of touch with it which is sad. I'm sure once I learn how to balance work and MB and everything inbetween it will go better.

It's been a rough last few days with the passing of H's mom. The funeral was incredibly sad. I hate not being able to make my friend better. It's a heartache I can't take away.

I promise to come blog more often. I just need to figure out this juggling act first.

xox

I'm here I'm here!!

I have not run off and joined the circus, even though maybe work might feel like a circus.

Promise to be back with a full update soon

:)

It's been a hard days work....

I'm exhausted. It's been a very long and hard day. Hard as in trying to remember everything and get things done. Hard as in running up and down between clients and copy machines. Pretty much most of the work came back to me within a few hours. I was smoking hot man! (OK, maybe I'm just blowing smoke up my own @ss, but I think I did pretty well).

Of course the only sucky part of my day was walking into a tornado when I got home. After the attack I just burst into tears. I really don't know what I did wrong. But I got blasted none the less. My heart just broke. It really wasn't fair. Still trying to figure it out.

Luckily for me I have an awesome daughter who gave me a hug and told me not to cry because she loves me and she is there to take care of me. Imagine that, my little 6 year old big girl wants to take care of me. She says when she misses me during the day at school, she just needs to look into her heart and then she feels me. Awwww, cue tears again. She is awesome, isn't she?

Now before I literally fall sleep at the key board let me sign off and go to bed... Oh but....

Another hard part of my day was not chatting to B. That is going to take a lot of getting used to. He bought me rechargeable batteries and a charger today for my camera. I love that man for remembering and thinking of me while walking through Hi-Fi corp...

xox

A sad day......

Heaven welcomed a wonderful new Angel into it's gates today.



My dearest friend H lost her mom today after a very sad and hard fight with cancer.

Ouma L, you will be sadly missed.

My heart just breaks.....

It worked....

What ever you and myself did today, all the praying and thoughts and positive vibes paid off!

I got the job!

I'm not 100% certain how I feel right now. Everything from relieved to excited to incredibly nervous to STRESS!! Rolled up into one big ball, ready to roll.

You know what this means hey? Besides the whole financial freedom aspect. I get to interact with real people again, hehe, 97% of the people/clients I've worked with for the last 2 years have all been in the confines of my lap top screen. I actually need to get dressed in the mornings, apply make up - go to work.

No more rush to McK's school still in my PJs and hair unbrushed. I have to be like a normal person and get up early. Yikes, it's going to be a big adjustment.

Then there is my mommy friends and MB friends. Oh goodness me, how I'm going to miss chatting to you ladies all freaking day long. How am I ever going to survive without emoticons?

Also Making Babies. Fear not. I'm not giving MB up, not a chance. It's my passion. I couldn't even think of being without MB. I guess I'm going to run it after hours. I'm still committed to giving my all to the cause of conception. I'll still be here.

How do I even go the whole day without chatting to my sister or nicki??? This is going to be hard.......

Tomorrow is my last day being my own boss.... maybe I should take the day off?

Please Please Please.......

This is it -- the perfect time to make those changes. No matter what they are, or what department of your life you're hoping to fix, it's all good. There. Now get busy and just do it. You can't hope for any better than this.

Today's star sign, and it rings so true. I need all the positive vibes and prayers and what ever else you gorgeous blog readers can do. I'm applying for a position at an old company I used to work for..... I need to get this... I really do.

Of course I loved this part of the reading too:

It's okay to believe this. They may not be wearing a crown, but they're perfect -- for you at least, and that's what counts, right?

I do see that imaginary crown though, and the white horse..... aaaaaahhhhhhhh and yes he is pretty much perfect for me.

I FINALLY FOUND SOMEONE

I FINALLY FOUND SOMEONE (Barbra Streisand & Bryan Adams) Some words adapted by yours truly.... LOL

I finally found someone, that knocks me off my feet
I finally found the one, that makes me feel complete
We started over apple sours, we started out as friends
It's funny how from simple shots, the best things begin

This time it's different, dah dah dah dah
It's all because of you, dah dah dah dah
It's better than it's ever been
'Cause we can talk it through
Oohh, my favorite line was "Can I buy you a drink sometime?"
It's all you had to say to take my breath away

(Chorus)
This is it, oh, I finally found someone
Someone to share my fridge
I finally found the one, to be with twice a week,
'Cause whatever I do, it's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone, ooh, someone
I finally found someone, oooh

But on a more serious note... I just love this song:



And that is all folks, for today. My brain is mush..... till we meet again....